:-\

So today started ok. But ended horribly. My girl, or ex girl, broke up with me (2nd break-up). Well considering or history it shouldn't have come as a surprise, but of course it did. The relationship we had was pretty f***ed up. Definitely very unorthodox. In the beginning when everything was so brand new and lovely, we had a conversation on why most relationships f**k up. I don't remember the whole conversation but I do remember us talking about one specific reason. That reason was that early on in the relationship couples don't fix things and inevitably all these little things pile up on each other making it a unhealthy relationship. Which is exactly what happened to the two of us. man i don't know. just a big mess. so i am all down but at the same time whatever. Simply because i should have realized that nothing good happens after a couple start to date again. Based on the sh*t she was doing before we got back together I should have known as well. Its horrible because everything was there in my face telling me no don't do it. But instead i said yes when she asked smh. :(